Worries
Another sleepless night passes, body weary, sore
Worries scuttle through my mind, like rats seeking shadows
Gnawing at my peace, they scurry and never quite settle
Wondering if sleep will forever elude me
False friendships I find, bitter disappointment,
Worries have no place in their golden lives
They settle into mine, solid, unmoving it seems
Spirit tired, bruised, seeking the light
Words form, simple, telling, painful to say
Honest wishes, fading like mist into a sea of need
How to reach out, take hold, breath again
Alone, like the ticking of the clock at 3 am
Worries throbbing with the rhythm of my heart beat
Fast, erratic, hurtful as the backs turned to me
Silence thunders in my ears, close my eyes to the pain
I go on, I survive to lay sleepless another night
((more hugs))
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thank you my friend.
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No wonder your knee hurts. You have all that pain inside you looking for a place to ooze out. If you keep writing like this, the knee may start to feel better. I sure hope so. Great poem. Lots of feeling in it. Wishing you wellness.
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Thank you Marlene. I’m usually not so down, but things have been a bit overwhelming lately. This is the only safe way I know to let some of it go.
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Positive thoughts your way!
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Thank you Frank! Every little bit helps.
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Agh, Jackie– my pretend Aunt! I wish you a restful night.
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Thank you Aussa, my pretend niece. One night I will surprise myself and get some sleep.
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Worry is not a good companion. I know it from experience. It makes us see the worst of the worst possibilities. Things that may never happen. Combined with pain in the body and soul it becomes really hard to bear. I hope you can get it all out and let it go. Hang in there. Love and hugs Ps. Will write tomorrow.
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Thank you tiny. This is not my usual self, but things lately have been a bit much. I’m hanging in the best I can for now. Will look for your email tomorrow. Love and hugs to you too.
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So sorry to are still suffering the agony. I wish I could tell you something to make you feel better.
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Thanks Kim, it can’t last forever, I hope……
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Have you been back to the doctor?
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I go again Tuesday.
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Good he needs to know the pain isn’t getting any better.
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